The Purpose of Amnesia



If you “forget”, you will not correct or learn from your mistakes. And you will therefore repeat them in a loop.  As you become less and less intelligent and battered.

When I did write overts and with holds, I viewed it as a review. Not a shaming cycle. In the rear view mirror, one sees things very, very differently.  You can acknowledge your own mistakes and forward your education by reviewing the mistakes you have made. Of course, in truth, you do not have to write something down to remember it. And you do not have to tell someone else to learn from your mistakes. If  you do not watch your step and you slip on ice, you do not have to go write it down and tell someone else so you can learn to be more cautious.

I went through the review cycles likewise:

Time. Can mean a lot of different things. Whatever time was to you at that moment. It is the words that have the meaning.

Sun half up.

At sundown.

When I was in love.

In The fourth moon around the sun in the fifth evolution. Etc etc etc.

It does not always mean, “half past one”.  It can be, the year 35, 097.8.  Fourth sun in second moon. 789th birth. However you were filing records in that time folder, at the time.

Place. Can be whatever idea comes to mind. Here. There. Connecticut. 879 Westport Drive. Fifth galaxy distanced from the sixth moon. It is whatever it is.

Form. Theft. Betrayal. Injustice. whatever aligns with your own moral codes then or then and now.

Event. I included, consequences.  Which I have never seen someone else do. But it is part of the event so I do not know why people omit it. For instance:

Time:  September 13, 1963.

Place: The Beach.

Form: Stole someone’s beach towel.

Event:  Was wet with no towel, noticed one unused and appropriated it for myself. That was resourceful, however, probably upset the person who left it there in trust and violated their reality on trust and reduced their ARC for the world. Made the world a little less secure. Made someone wrong for thinking the world was a safe space. Therefore, reduced ARC in this world.

These are only recollections of mistakes. Overts and with holds. But as one can recall them, one can recall mistakes, evolve in education, and then not repeat them.

Oh, there are so many things that can contribute to amnesia. Ego. Self importance. Motivators. Finances. Regard for self and none for others. Status, rank and royalty. Ratings!  Revenge and retaliation. Motive! One can go on and on. Even hunger and poverty.

Never the less,  when it is convenient or profitable to “forget”.  We begin to subscribe to amnesia and commit to repeating the same mistakes. And therefore, relive the same incidents, lives, circumstances, consequences and losses.

The purpose of amnesia, it to cause you to repeat the same mistakes. Over, and over and over in a loop.

The purpose of “confession” or personal acknowledgement of your causes, in a truly religious setting, is not to obtain intel to control you. It is to help you recall so you can learn, and not repeat the same mistake. I have been around long enough to see people go through the same loop within the same year.

One definition of insanity, is repeating the same mistake over and over and expecting a different result. This condition is created from a learning disability.  At the bottom of that is amnesia.

And this amnesia can flow on a negative and a positive.

“I have no idea why I married that person”,  “Don’t have any idea what I saw in her”, “Spent 20 years on self exploration and really never needed it to begin with”, “Wrote forty two success stories and never had a gain”.  “I remember everyone else is stupid.”

When you see people devoted to humiliating others, you see people pushing this, “Let’s all forget” button. Because sometimes living and having a life, is not easy. The more you see a witch hunter out there punishing others for their mistakes, the less anyone  society is willing to admit their mistakes. And we do see people who seem to remember every detail of other’s mistakes and none of their own. So the memory is selective. No one should have to apologize for having a life. And that is going to mean, making some mistakes. And if people are not living to learn, what are they living for?  To deny having lived a life? Apparently so. Not admitting you have lives, or complaining that you have lived, is denying your own education.

And you end up at the end of line, with a society wholly amnesiac. I can assure you, there is absolutely nothing “normal” about not remembering how you arrived in this section of the universe, and why and how.

Implanting people with false memories, is another way to cause them to “forget”.

The Biblical tale of Eve eating an apple “to know”, causing  expulsion from heaven and into hell for mankind, is policy to not recall one’s mistakes. No mention of Hell by the way in any Bible except the new testament.

But if Hell isn’t repeating the same mistakes over and over again, and expecting a different result,I don’t know what is.

Karma, Survivor’s Guilt, and Euthanasia



Karma is an appraisal not done entirely by the being himself. Otherwise there would never be a protest read about anything or anyone.

It is woven within the laws of this universe and it’s various unseen forces.  One may trust Karma , and even come to know it as a friend. Not an enemy to fear.

Euthanasia is painless death.

One very covert method of harming another, is sucking them into a motivator flow. Prompting them to harm you or, “retaliate”. Having them think they are cause, when they are at effect.

A person publishes false information or reports, bears false witness, attacks or slanders someone unjustly, sets them up for a loss, or their family up for a loss, the target responds.  Or retaliates. In other words, accepts an invitation to harm attack and/or suppress in retaliation.  I do not think Hubbard got it right with his, “price of freedom” quote.  He lived like a refugee and his wife was imprisoned on that philosophy.   Constant alertness is required,  but fighting back on a glue baby only bonds you.

At this point, the person who laid the trap, goes into a victim act. And has new motive to harm attack and suppress.

Meanwhile they have sucked the target down into an enemy condition. A lower condition. As the person has been sucked into their motivator flow. And has become malevolent and therefore even attracts, malevolent forces.

In writing about power being able to hold a condition in space,  part of that means not needing to respond.  Not being pulled into the malevolence of an enemy condition.

One need not worry about justice in this section of the universe. No matter how remote it may appear,  no one truly escapes karma.  Dabbling in injustice always recoils.

The most cunning will have people attacking projections.  Imagine a person standing behind the projector in a movie theater.  People are yelling at the movie screen as they get excited,  not the person projecting the ideas.  These are also cunning at setting up others to do the damage, and take the hits. People find themselves swiping at the projections. The pawns that were restimulated and prompted to harm attack and suppress. The puppets.

You see children at a puppet show, and they really do address the puppets.  They even chatter back and forth with them.

People skilled at giving others wrong items, wrong indications, are open to having this experience , sometimes begging for this experience, to happen to them. In places and people where you see the most disturbance, you will find people that will violently reject a right item or a right indication.

They themselves, have been sucked into their own motivator flow.

Food that is no longer edible, bodies that are no longer usable, decompose.  So do beings.  One need never slide down an avenue open for one to harm attack or suppress or another. It is natural law that justice is a potent force on this Earth, and all people create their own justice.  If you look clearly enough, you will always see it right before your eyes.  And if you try to interfere with it, through some kind of well meaning, mercy or sympathy, you are obstructing justice. Even mercy.

At the end of the day, it is a mercy death, to live and die with lies, for some people. Euthanasia. It is merciful.

And the Grimm Reaper, not always violent.  Is so often, gentle and comforting.



When One Person’s Protest is another Person’s Right.


French Law Giving Workers ‘The Right To Disconnect’ Goes Into Effect

“All the studies show there is far more work-related stress today than there used to be, and that the stress is constant,” member of parliament Benoit Hamon told the BBC. “Employees physically leave the office, but they do not leave their work. They remain attached by a kind of electronic leash – like a dog. The texts, the messages, the emails – they colonize the life of the individual to the point where he or she eventually breaks down.”

Leash laws cancelled!  One can only wonder how stalking Sea Organization executives, journalists, snitches, tipsters, hallucinatory media moguls, parents,  family and lovers will cope!

Co Existing with the Criminally Insane.



Finding out where you are, is very helpful.

What makes sense?

We see the most cunning and manipulative rise to the top of industry.  And shape shift  people into puppets or use them as weapons.

This man managed to rise to the top of Scientology as a “religious leader” having never trained as an auditor, worked in a mission or and class IV Organization.  He is dressed in full military high rank yet has never been in the military neither is he qualified for even work as a city police officer.



We see this man managed to rise to the most powerful position on Earth without any history of service to his fellow man or any government experience.




We see this man manage to become the world’s leading authority on Scientology with out ever crossing the threshold of one of their organizations.




We see people in full decorated military that serve no militia during no war.  


We see a Queen with no King or country. 



We see people suddenly flip into menacing forces, that were hitherto seemingly well intention-ed beings.

We watch people cruise through vile crimes against humanity, with applause and support!

Who/what,  would be so entirely tolerant of blatantly menacing forces upon humanity?  A population of criminals.

For me, understanding that Earth is a criminal population, bought everything to suddenly add up with the math.   I was able to become more tolerant.  My reality stopped being violated, particularly where the criminally insane are concerned.

There are different crimes and different kinds of criminals.  There is some movement circulating about at this time, concerned with inter galactic police monitoring. I do not mean to imply I am part of that group. Although having met a few, I can see their point, for themselves.  I do not think we are all here under the same terms or conditions, by any means.  But I could see how they were criminally inclined and had a real issue and were searching for solutions. Perhaps they have managed escape .

Also, there were people living here before this planet became a holding cell.

If there are advanced civilizations out there, and I do believe there are, it is clear, some conditions can not “be fixed”.  Not with mercy, trust, education or rehabilitation.

These fall under the criminally insane. What is now understood as sociopath.

These derive pleasure from the suffering and losses of others.  Or feel in order to survive or “win”, someone else must lose. Success or gain, is relative to other’s losses. A person or group or culture must be eradicated, in order for them to survive.  And this can bleed out into ethnic cleansing goals and purposes.

We are all,  “flawed”,   and we were grouped together for that reason.


Crimes are according to the civilization.  Leading a revolt can be a crime. Speaking the truth can be a crime. And exploiting others can go un noticed and unpunished. In a society that can discount human value.  One must discount your value to have good “motive” to harm attack and suppress you.

“He is damaged”,  “He is from another race”,  “They are strange”  “He is a piece of shit” “They are worthless”  “He is insane” .  These are all “motive” for people to harm. “That culture is robbing us of resources”.  “Immigrants threaten us”. “All muslims are evil”.  “All New Yorkers are violent”.   And so on and so on.  These are MOTIVES to destroy or work to destroy.

Many of us have been in situations where someone else really did have to lose, for us to win. Or survive. Self defense. War. Games even.  The criminally insane are parked there full time. And when managing wide spheres of influence, or any sphere of influence, they “motivate” others who already have bubbling purposes to harm attack and suppress others. Or who take pleasure in other’s suffering and losses.

People can then be used as weapons as they are restimulated.  They are given motive, license, reason and permission, to harm, attack and suppress.

Later, they must live with themselves and their injustice and crimes against humanity.  Which cause them to further diminish in capacity.


German soldiers, in an American prison, forced to watch a film of German concentration.


In this manner, the criminally insane manage to destroy the people they use as weapons, as well as their targets.  It is an insidious method of ethnic cleansing and farther damaging and incapacitating beings.  The purpose of the criminally insane, being to also destroy the sadists they rally and unite to harm attack and suppress others.

This method can be employed nationally, or simply in the office place. Even in the comments section of a blog.

These programs and events can spill over into your own goals and purposes, or reasons for being. You can feel threatened by these malevolent forces or perhaps over whelmed by them to some degree.

And if you have been floating in this Scientology anti chamber, this mind-bending psychological exploration game where nothing can be taken for granted, and you have seen the fair gaming cunningly launched upon the Rathbuns , that stretched from California to Australia, you may think it not wise, or even possible to walk a middle path in times of chaos.



So I leave you with this small particle of truth.

And we are all here with the same rank.  Inmate.

There is really no such thing, as a “life sentence”.

There are doors beyond you will pass through.  Hope is  a real and potent treasure that should belong to you.  Take care of yourself in every possible way, to remain whole and well intention-ed.   Only love can conquer hate.


I Shall Be Released
They say ev’rything can be replaced
Yet ev’ry distance is not near
So I remember ev’ry face
Of ev’ry man who put me here
I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east
Any day now, any day now
I shall be releasedThey say ev’ry man needs protection
They say ev’ry man must fall
Yet I swear I see my reflection
Some place so high above this wall
I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east
Any day now, any day now
I shall be releasedStanding next to me in this lonely crowd
Is a man who swears he’s not to blame
All day long I hear him shout so loud
Crying out that he was framed
I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east
Any day now, any day now
I shall be released
Songwriter: Bob Dylan
I Shall Be Released lyrics © Bob Dylan Music